blyat: (★ take a hit)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-17 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[In some distant reach of his memory, Cain recalls lying facedown on a cot in the closet-of-a-bedroom he shared with someone else, someone whose pale features are like an opaque mirror in his mind, and the difference now is stark. The hands on him aren't gentle and unsure, they command strength as he's held down and directed into the best position to cradle that hard cock between the tight clench of thighs. He doesn't know this person, he doesn't even know where he is, and maybe seeking sex with a stranger around other strangers is exactly where he was going to end up tonight even without the aid of drugs. It scratches the itch, sates a void of loneliness, makes him feel the keen dichotomy of safety and loneliness, escape and affection.

So much affection, bleeding out of him in waves as Achilles slides his dick into that soft shelter between legs, tucked below the crease of his ass in that warm furrow just behind balls. A slip with the wrong angle could drive Achilles hard against his hole - that threat (and temptation) has his throat closed around a low, breathy whimper.

There's not much he can do in this state except take it until the other man is done using him. The hand on the back of his neck is a burning brand, and it's almost degrading, except that Cain doesn't care. Maybe he'd like softer hands, and words in his ear, and reassurance - but then, maybe he wouldn't. He just wants to get fucked. This is good enough.]
Edited 2019-01-17 05:47 (UTC)
blyat: (★ i'm alone)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-21 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Frustration burns in Cain at being pinned, but it mingles in with a surge of arousal, knowing there's little he can do to fight the hand at the back of his neck. He can't even fully turn to see what Achilles is doing - he can only feel it in the barest press of a body, staccato breath fluttering somewhere behind, a burst of warmth gusting across his skin. He's too aware of his own thighs, slick between from the mockery of fucking. And maybe it's better this won't escalate to penetration. Maybe that would be too much, in this state, an overstimulation he couldn't bear.

This is easier. Without facing the other man, some of that tethered emotional connection hardwired in by drugs is a little more muted.

Cain waits. He's expecting a more satisfying aftermath, because he's already missing the physical contact of bodies wrapped around each other, and he did like it better when he could see the man's features. Being turned aside and used like this... despite the burning of his face and the twitch of a spent cock, it feels disconnected.]