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[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-20 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
[The feedback is cyclical, so that as Achilles feels the warmth squeeze in his chest, so does he again, a giddy flutter that sweeps through his stomach. Identity doesn't matter. Cain feels taken by the embrace, protected in the circle of strong arms, and the euphoric high paves a new path of attachment to his chosen companion. He's never loved someone else so immediately, even if it is all chemical, even if it's borne out of transitory and temporary connection.

It's not something he thought he was capable of until the moment on the bridge, the moment he'd held his heart in his hands to have it smashed to a thousand glittering pieces of glass. Deservedly. Maybe he doesn't even deserve this, but it feels good and he wants more, anyway.

Cain can't speak around the fingers on his tongue. When he tries, it comes out a throaty moan, overshadowed by the woman's voice somewhere in the inky darkness behind them. The background slap of skin is heady -- makes him feel needier, cock full to the seam of scrub slacks, thoroughly streaked with precum. He's so hard it hurts, thick and swollen with the additional surge of drugged lust. He's only ever felt this high after a battle, after a scrap of near-death.

He pulls his mouth off Achilles' knuckles with a soft, slick sound, words dreamy and slurred.]
Yeah, do it. I wanna feel your fingers in me.

[It's something he's done once before. The memory is a veil over his eyes, because he remembers how good it felt -- in part because of who it was with. He's seeking that, reaching for affection desperately. For once this is honesty, without the protective guard he's accustomed to wearing, without the lies.]
blyat: (★ white stick with a red light)

[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-20 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Teeth sink into his throat to pinch the tender skin there, eliciting a sudden sound from Cain. Pleasure rides the very same boundary as pain. It curls all the way down into his toes, cock giving a throb of aroused interest. Achilles' mouth is likely to leave a mark, which isn't information his mind decides to prioritize in the face of that command. There's no room for argument, even aside the compulsion of what they were given.

Cain's long legs loosen and relax, sliding down from the other man's waist. Without room, it drags the front of his body in full contact with Achilles, groins pressed together when his heels touch the ground. He sucks in a breath. He can feel the hard, stiff line of Achilles' erection against his own.

And in an unintentional effort of impatience - he's not really trying to rush, but he aches so much - Cain grinds hips forward to seek more friction through their clothing.]


Nnh...
blyat: (★ say you need me)

[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-21 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Following suit as he's released, he yanks the hospital shirt overhead to leave them both bare. They're severed from the empathy bond, but only long enough for Achilles to step away and sink onto the collection of blankets and pillows left to the guests. Cain hungrily chases the physical contact.

There's no evidence of hesitation as he lowers to his knees and climbs over the other man's lap, arms sliding around Achilles' shoulders. He deposits his weight with ease, straddled across the rigid line of Achilles' cock, moaning at that return of friction. Whatever experience he lacks in this role, he makes up with intensity and fervor. He won't be intimidated.]
blyat: (★ i hear you your voice)

[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-22 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[Drawn up onto his knees, he's breathless at all of the skin bared to the humid air inside the small cavern chamber. They're never separated, now, not when in full contact of chests and hands and mouths. Cain's eyes fall to the glow buried deep in the center of the other man's sternum - his fingers reach out to touch it, although nothing happens. It feels warm only from body heat. Still he can't help cupping the center of his palm against it in his curiosity, while Achilles' hands drag down the scrub slacks and take handfuls of his ass.

Cain sucks in a sharp breath, noise audible between them. His cock is tugged down with the waistband, then springs back, enough to make him squirm in addition to the lips on his belly. The plane of his abdomen is taut, corded lines all the way to his ass, which isn't as yielding under Achilles' hands due to this tension. He tries to relax and the drug makes it easier, so he's melting up against the other man's body instead.]


You said you wanted to taste me, right? Wanna put me in your mouth?

[Lashes low, he touches the side of Achilles' face and rubs his thumb over the man's damp mouth.]
blyat: (★ white stick with a red light)

[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-24 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
[This is what he wanted when he saw Achilles on the fringe of the room, an unmoving pillar. Didn't know him - doesn't - but sight alone seeded enough desire to make him reach out. Unusual, because he's not Cain's type: not blond, not smaller or leaner than himself... not Abel. Confidence spoke up for the rest. And as soon as their skin touched, he was a goner.

Achilles' careful tongue laps away the gathered slickness at the head of his cock, flushed and swollen pink. His thumb is wet from that mouth, and he follows a damp path from the corner of lips back into shorn hair, scratching at his scalp.

Urgency is at its peak. The tease of breath, of tongue, has Cain squirming to get closer and deeper with a tug to short strands of hair. It feels better than he could have imagined, as though his skin is pressed to a hot surface, and all he wants is to feel Achilles' lips swallow him down.

This always feels good. In the electric candlelight, against the mouth of a stranger, it feels somehow otherworldly. He's already shaking.]
blyat: (★ i surrender)

[personal profile] blyat 2018-12-24 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
[The situation is so unlike any of his more recent experiences, Cain is briefly reeling at it. Control has traded hands, and he's unmoored, caught by the bruising grip and damp lips teasing along the stiff line of his cock, every torturous puff of humid breath an aching taunt. The slit is leaking again, freshly slick. He can't do anything but remain rigid and pining. Sober, Cain wouldn't like to be at the mercy of someone else's touches, someone else's whim.

Here, there's another exhilarating dimension in it. He so rarely gives this over. Even rarer to someone like this, bossy and demanding and leading each step forward in this arrangement. It makes his stomach clench in anxiety, but it doesn't last. When Achilles' lips close over him, he can feel that slide in by every inch, resting on the flat of a hot tongue. A low and guttural sound pours out of his throat unbidden.

He couldn't fight how much he wants this if he tried. It's like the chaos of a fight, terrifying, spiking his heartrate.]


Fuck. That feels so good.
blyat: (★ i hear you your voice)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-02 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
[The rest of the world drowns out, as if the hands and mouth on his body have plunged him deep underwater. Sex has always felt good, an element of escapism he's been keen to chase since he was old enough to be good at it, to know what to do and how to get what he wanted. Here, now, sex has an added dimension. The man's mouth around the length of his cock feels better than any he's ever felt, softer and hotter than any woman, stronger than any man. Hands keep him immobile as the map out the planes of his thighs and ass, air feeling cool as that furrow is spread apart.

Layered over top of it is that unending affection. Even though he's never met this man before, Cain's chest squeezes around every inhale, and his fingers bury into short-cropped hair. He can't seem to stop touching. Admiring the shape of Achilles' face, high cheekbones and strong jaw and straight nose, eyes like daggers in the lack of light. Cain's wet and leaking into that mouth, and his hips push backward to nudge into those hands with mixed expectation and excitement.]


You're so hot. [It's not meant to be derogatory. Maybe Achilles won't take it that way, but he whispers in a soft, hidden, hushed voice, like into the delicate ear of a lover.] C'mon, baby. If I wanted you to fuck me, would you do it?
blyat: (★ i'll show you everything)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-03 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
[The vibration of sound around the root of his cock where it's buried in the other man's mouth is excruciating, too sensitive, impossible to fight. Those hands are unforgiving as they palm at the muscle of his ass, fingernails blunt against his skin. He's hardly thinking of his own words. Lost in the haze, what he says makes sense in the moment, because it's what he wants. Whatever his inexperience, the flood of emotion between them is vulnerable and open and he doesn't feel endangered.

And then he's flipped onto his back with sudden movement that knocks a high, broken sound off his lips. It becomes difficult to take whole breaths when he's bent nearly in half, legs folded up to his chest - he's not the most flexible person in the world. He can feel a burn all the way through his belly and into his dick, and he can feel the blanket drag underneath his back when he's shifted forcefully closer.

Facing up, Cain closes his eyes against the dizzying, colorful lights, lost in the pleasure of that hot mouth swallowing him down like the other man is hungry just to taste him. He doesn't last much longer like that. The changed angle, the stretch of his body, the hypersensitivity of the drugs - Cain's orgasm melts out of him in one long shiver, voice pitched loudly on the walls of the cave, uncaring of the strangers. He comes down Achilles throat without any sort of warning. It's not like he could get away, even if he wanted.]
Edited 2019-01-03 02:57 (UTC)
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[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-08 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[In the aftermath, Cain is loose and pliable, heat suffusing down through his limbs as his toes and fingers uncurl from the tense clench of orgasm. Even released, he can still feel Achilles' mouth on his dick for that strong suction - a residual throbbing that leaves an ache in his balls. Much more and he would have started squirming and kicking to get free of it.

Bleary and unfocused, he doesn't fight the hands that turn him. Although confusion writes itself across the soft features of his face, blinking back over his shoulder.]


What... are you doing?
blyat: (★ now all the others seem shallow)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-13 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[It's not like he could forget if he tried. Achilles' body is heavy and firm at his back, radiating heat compared to the chill of air on bare skin. That grin is bright in the shadow - it looks good on the other man's face, self-assured, attractive. Cain finds himself studying it over the arch of his own shoulder as long as he can, until a hand takes hold of him between the spread of legs. He's still sensitive, so the touch makes him jolt, muscles of strong thighs clenching closed over Achilles' wrist.

He can feel the rigid line of his cock through the thin material of fabric. It makes Cain swallow, throat dry. He'd asked this guy to fuck him. Is that what he's planning to do, after all? Through the haze of drugs and affection comes a twinge of - exhilaration, and sharply bladed fear.]
blyat: (★ i'm alone)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-14 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[Cain hears and sees no one else but the man behind him, taking up the entire length of his back with an imposing presence, strong hands arranging him as they choose. In a clear-headed state, he would've put up more of a fight - lashed out, snarled, demanded action or inaction - but he's too hazy and spent and consumed by the intensity of feeling. Lax under Achilles' guidance, thighs loose as he's nudged, the tip of a cock slippery along the furrow of his ass and that crevice just below.

At once his face flushes with heat, realizing what is intended, torn between acute humiliation and desire. Submissive, somehow, to let some guy fuck his thighs. Like his body is being used for another's pleasure. And even drug-addled, Cain recognizes the merit of that, but... it still causes his cheek to tuck into the bend of an elbow and eyes to close against the sparkling UV candlelight of the room.]


Hurry up.

[Shivering, nerves frayed from stimulation, at least he has it in him to be bossy even if it sounds like a whimpering plea. He rubs hips back, in order to grind against Achilles' pelvic bone and wedge his cock further between the clench of thighs.]
blyat: (★ take a hit)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-17 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
[In some distant reach of his memory, Cain recalls lying facedown on a cot in the closet-of-a-bedroom he shared with someone else, someone whose pale features are like an opaque mirror in his mind, and the difference now is stark. The hands on him aren't gentle and unsure, they command strength as he's held down and directed into the best position to cradle that hard cock between the tight clench of thighs. He doesn't know this person, he doesn't even know where he is, and maybe seeking sex with a stranger around other strangers is exactly where he was going to end up tonight even without the aid of drugs. It scratches the itch, sates a void of loneliness, makes him feel the keen dichotomy of safety and loneliness, escape and affection.

So much affection, bleeding out of him in waves as Achilles slides his dick into that soft shelter between legs, tucked below the crease of his ass in that warm furrow just behind balls. A slip with the wrong angle could drive Achilles hard against his hole - that threat (and temptation) has his throat closed around a low, breathy whimper.

There's not much he can do in this state except take it until the other man is done using him. The hand on the back of his neck is a burning brand, and it's almost degrading, except that Cain doesn't care. Maybe he'd like softer hands, and words in his ear, and reassurance - but then, maybe he wouldn't. He just wants to get fucked. This is good enough.]
Edited 2019-01-17 05:47 (UTC)
blyat: (★ i'm alone)

[personal profile] blyat 2019-01-21 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Frustration burns in Cain at being pinned, but it mingles in with a surge of arousal, knowing there's little he can do to fight the hand at the back of his neck. He can't even fully turn to see what Achilles is doing - he can only feel it in the barest press of a body, staccato breath fluttering somewhere behind, a burst of warmth gusting across his skin. He's too aware of his own thighs, slick between from the mockery of fucking. And maybe it's better this won't escalate to penetration. Maybe that would be too much, in this state, an overstimulation he couldn't bear.

This is easier. Without facing the other man, some of that tethered emotional connection hardwired in by drugs is a little more muted.

Cain waits. He's expecting a more satisfying aftermath, because he's already missing the physical contact of bodies wrapped around each other, and he did like it better when he could see the man's features. Being turned aside and used like this... despite the burning of his face and the twitch of a spent cock, it feels disconnected.]